Tuesday, June 14, 2016
Humanity and it's beautiful twisted faults
I AM NOT PERFECT
I have seen more and more people struggle with saying these four words.
I AM NOT PERFECT
I am allowed to make mistakes
I am allowed to fail people
I am allowed to be angry
I am allowed to be sad
I am allowed to be hurt
I am allowed to not like someone
I am allowed to make a judgment of what is best for me
I am allowed to be hateful
I am allowed to experience every human emotions there is because I AM HUMAN
I am allowed NOT TO HAVE PERFECT PUNCTUATION AND GRAMMAR
BY GOLLY I AM HUMAN
STRIVING FOR PERFECTION
As spiritual beings many of us strive to not judge, be a pillar of love and kindness. We try to talk ourselves out of our every day emotional experiences thinking we need to somehow rise above the humanity in us all.
I think it is beautiful when we get angry!
I think it is beautiful when we are moved to experience emotions.
I think it is necessary for humans to not see as life a battle between being an all loving and perfect soul vs our humanity.
We are here to learn lessons and each of those listed and many more are emotions or moments to grow from. To just trust that we had a reason to experiences things the way we did. To not judge ourselves as imperfect but rather imperfectly perfect.
I remember, a few years back, I struggled with accepting that I could be angry or not like people. I may not like them but I still send them love and compassion. I hope they grown and learn to be more soul like and less ego like. The fact of the matter is though, we never will be just soul like until we die. If I have a mentor come to me like she is already an Angel here I can not trust her. I need someone who understands the fact we chose to come here and experience life again for a reason. We should not walk away from the opportunity, but use it to understand how to be more soul like.
I know that sounds a little contradicting but it isn't.
Our goal here is to experience our selves in a human form, all the while trying to keep in tact our souls purpose. That purpose is to live in this body with love, compassion and kindness. To be able to forgive our human side and move forward from the need to control every aspect of our existence.
It's okay to be imperfectly perfect. Embrace that, love it.